I'm currently deployed to Manas Air Base (basically the middle of nowhere) and when you go off to fight a war, there are things that help you get through the sleepless clod nights. For me, its my amazing girlfriend....my soon-to-be wife. She's an English school teacher working in Daegu, South Korea. She means the world to me. Recently, she asked to use my eBay account. So I tried to log in and the password didn't work. I had to create a new password and I made it easy so that my girlfriend and myself wouldn't forget it. What happened is that after I changed the password and thinking I was doing something very nice, she accused me of changing the password to hide something. What you can possibly hide on eBay is a mystery to me, but nonetheless....she now wants to end everything over it. 15 months of building an amazing relationship......we promised each other everything...marriage....children....etc. I even bought her an incredible engagement ring and I'm planning on dropping to one knee and asking my true love to marry me as soon as I arrive in Deagu to also teach English. How could this all happen over an eBay password? How can doing something so sweet and nice like making a password easy to remember....how does that turn into distrust?
I'm so lost.....and what makes it worse......I'm deployed in the freezing cold mountains of the Middle East.....deployed fighting the war on terrorism......cold...alone....and all I need is my baby...my true love....and she won't even listen to me. She has convinced herself (I'm sure her so-called friends have helped her too......that's another story) that her boyfriend....the man that has been so true....so faithful....such a perfect boyfriend to her.....she has convinced herself that I am hiding something from her and that I'm a liar. She is turning her back on us....on all of the promises........this is a horrible feeling.
Sad day....................
........sad day indeed.
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